Somehow, I am getting used to all this moving around and not being able to find the stuff I need. =_=
So.
I still have to do a bunch of stuff, including getting a loft for my bed. And an internet connection point.

But, all but my clothes and some hygenic stuff are packed away and ready for moving.
Also, I have a super-sweet plan for my room in this new house. It involves me painting a HUGE mural over all four walls. Which will take FOREVER.
But, that can be my project while I am isolated from friends, and bored out of my mind.
As I am moving away from my hometown, which I have lived at for... about 14 out of my 18 years of life. About.
Soooo.... I'm feeling generally chaotic, anxious, sad, frustrated, stressed and tired.
I fell asleep for a few hours today without even meaning to. haha.
I was reading, and decided laying down would be more comfortable than propped up against the wall, and woke up four hours later, laying in a beam of sunlight from my window.
I guess if I were a cat, that would be rather adorable.
On another note, I am super-excited about going to college, simply because it is college.
It is the mythical land of /smart/ people, where people go to either learn or party.
I plan to learn, thanks much.
All through childhood "Got to get good grades, for /college/" "Put your money in a college fund!" "Colleges like if you have community service!"
I never really heard about anyone in my family going to college until just recently, aside from my mom taking a few classes in art.
So, its like...
Stories about how only certain gifted and lucky people will be able to grow wings and fly.
Then suddenly waking up one day "HOLY FREAKING FEATHERS, BATMAN!"
I think I'm still getting used to the idea.
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I still can't figure out who my room-mate is, though >_> I'm Contemplating just waiting till the day of move-in to find out.
Apparently, dad got the mail of who my roomie was, left it on the computer for me to read, but I came home only once after he got it, to pick up clothes, so I didn't exactly go in to chill on the compy, so I never saw it.
Then the mail either got thrown away, or shoved in a box somewhere, so I never saw it.
Puu.
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In general, I am not feeling very many emotions. When I concentrate on college, I get kinda excited. When thinking about the subject of moving, I get a bit frustrated. When I remember that sempai is at college and I have not been able to get ahold of her since she left, I get faintly exasperated.
Right now, I think I am just dealing with the world.
There is too much going on right now.
Stupid reality.
I want to go back to sleep.
Oyasumi